Indiscreet Numbers

by TwoBitOperation

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1.
Idiomatic 05:01
Pride comes before the fall But so does summertime Oh, and I'd give it my all To break this makeshift paradigm "Grasp at straws," I'm told But now the shortest straw is mine I'll spin it into gold Or I could break the camel's spine It's robotic. It's automatic Idiotic from a schematic It's all idiomatic It's been done. It's not enigmatic Ideas un-idiosyncratic We're all idiomatic Woah, Idiomatic Woah, Idiomatic Back against the wall the writing's on So tear it down to unturned Rolling stones with blood thicker than Water under the bridge you burned Crossed fingers and Hearts both bear the Cross and double-cross your mind's eye Cut your losses But not corners Measure twice then cut out to dry Curiosity skinned the cat Who has my tongue in the other cheek Turned cold just like the shoulder You cry "wolf in black sheep's clothes" on Spend time in my shoes if they fit One will drop for those who wait and see Though once blind as bats out of Hell in hand-baskets of eggs gone Bad to the bone thrown to dogs Left lying through grit teeth so long To shots I'll make or break Even though, odds are, ends justify the mean-streak So take my word and keep it With your chin up ahead in the clouds Lined with silver and gold calves Running with the herd but not seen Steeling nerves wracked like brains frozen In time that flies in the face I Spited by blowing my nose off Tracks I'm lost on the wrong side of History repeats after me Follow suit yourself or my lead Buried alive and wished well Fed to the poisoned well-oiled machine
2.
Intentions 04:16
How could friendship come to this? Have I not made it clear? I'd pull you from the abyss If I felt welcome here And you know I'd martyr myself again I'd barter my self-respect You see obsession unchecked I see someone to protect The hell-bound highway is paved And you're along for the ride You never asked to be saved That's not for you My intentions are saving the day Just like I always knew they would Once you understood My intentions are paving the way To help who they should Please tell me they're good I'm enlisting for your fight And never looking back Altruists, the whitest knights Can never fade to black You invited me in at the start You stuck out your neck And now you're left holding a stake in my heart And I still won't reflect You know I'd martyr myself again I'll start to value neglect You call my motives suspect But we know how you deflect The hell-bound highway is paved And you're along for the ride You never asked to be saved That's not for you to decide Help can always be found It might be at your expense I'll fight with no common ground I'll fight with no common sense Another pile of flesh owed A blood vow I won't survive Another mile of fresh road We'll follow 'til we arrive My intentions are saving the day Just like I always knew they would Once you understood My intentions are paving the way To help who they should Please tell me they're good Tell me that they're good Tell me that they're good Tell me that they're good Tell me that they're good Tell me that they're good Tell me that they're good Tell me that they're good Tell me that they're good
3.
Independent 03:29
We fought for a chance To sell our souls to different buyers And paid an advance To preach to faithless choirs Well, genius finds the light But what tips scales for mediocre? Social parasite Wind in your sales, or hot-air broker? Was there a time When we could be independent? Before every rhyme Was focus tested on the internet? No, it's not a crime Just cynically codependent So use every dime To boost, beg, and misrepresent (Was there a time?) (Was there a time?) Was there a time when we could be independent? Was there a time when this was just independent?
4.
Ideate 03:45
So there you are Where do you stand? Besides beside me, nearly hand in hand? There are things occurring I don't understand And they keep recurring, seemingly unplanned Yeah When every half-seen non-flirtation Is kerosene on conflagration And dealing with the building tension's Revealing all my true intentions I'm falling in and out of love with an idea Which isn't real So if you feel like I feel too Tell me what I feel, and if it's true In and out of love with an idea Which can't be real I'll lie right to your face Then lie right here in wait And ideate My closest friend I don't know how I want this all to end There are times I fear this time I can't pretend These are things it's clear that time could never mend Yeah So I'll dissect each conversation It's subject to interpretation Is unremitted building tension Just unrequited fascination? From falling in and out of love with an idea Which isn't real So if you feel like I feel too Tell me what I feel, and if it's true In and out of love with an idea Which can't be real I'll lie right to your face Then lie right here in wait And ideate I only want what's best for you My heart wants to relate to you Or am I just obsessed with you? I'm starting to conflate the two In and out of love with an idea Which isn't real So if you feel like I feel too Tell me what I feel, and if it's true In and out of love with an idea Which can't be real I'll lie right to your face Then lie right here in wait And ideate For you
5.
Indomitable 04:21
6.
Iconoclast 04:47
We'll never know When our time's up, or where it goes Will we go with the flow And show yesterday is worth less than tomorrow? Epochs and eons (We move on) Are the greatest gone? (They move on) You've become withdrawn Conclusions foregone Leave it in the past Let it be surpassed It could never last Call me Nostalgia iconoclast (We move on) (They move on) Nostalgia I- Call me nostalgia iconoclast
7.
Imposter 05:14
I wouldn't say it's a lie A lie implies a truth In these shreds of lost integrity and youth You're in no spot to disagree Or act like you know me You know an identity The pages strewn Each once a new leaf Changing my tune's become a leitmotif A new facade. A new disaster I'll beat the odds in crumbling plaster I am Potemkin, model of wisdom I'm getting by in my imposter system It's no surprise, one day they'll say They'll say that I'm not who I was Who I was just yesterday 'Cause they know the game by now The costume's a joke, but it's Halloween It's all for them anyhow They can choke on every smokescreen A smile and frown The masks that I own When you pull one down, there's just tendon and bone A new facade. A new disaster I'll beat the odds in crumbling plaster I am Potemkin, model of wisdom I'm getting by in my imposter system A new facade. A new disaster I'll beat the odds in crumbling plaster I am Potemkin, model of wisdom I'm getting by in my imposter system Fallen facades. Hail their Debris Tsar I'll beat the odds impaled on the rebar I am Potemkin, model of wisdom I'm getting by in my imposter system My imposter system
8.
So there you are Where do you stand? Besides beside me, nearly hand in hand? There are things occurring I don't understand And they keep recurring, seemingly unplanned Yeah When every half-seen non-flirtation Is kerosene on conflagration And dealing with the building tension's Revealing all my true intentions I'm falling in and out of love with an idea Which isn't real So if you feel like I feel too Tell me what I feel, and if it's true In and out of love with an idea Which can't be real I'll lie right to your face Then lie right here in wait And ideate My closest friend I don't know how I want this all to end There are times I fear this time I can't pretend These are things it's clear that time could never mend Yeah So I'll dissect each conversation It's subject to interpretation Is unremitted building tension Just unrequited fascination? From falling in and out of love with an idea Which isn't real So if you feel like I feel too Tell me what I feel, and if it's true In and out of love with an idea Which can't be real I'll lie right to your face Then lie right here in wait And ideate I only want what's best for you My heart wants to relate to you Or am I just obsessed with you? I'm starting to conflate the two In and out of love with an idea Which isn't real So if you feel like I feel too Tell me what I feel, and if it's true In and out of love with an idea Which can't be real I'll lie right to your face Then lie right here in wait And ideate For you

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"Indiscreet Numbers" is an 8 track Synthpop album released in February 2024

This is my first full length synthpop album. Each track has a unique genre influence, including Electro-house, video game, indie pop, and even some alternative. The lyrics wryly explore highly original topics like optimism, pessimism, self-doubt and hope... and challenge you to count over 100 idioms in a single track.

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released February 15, 2024

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TwoBitOperation New Jersey

TwoBitOperation is me, John Berges, a hobbyist composer living in suburbia, New Jersey.

I've been writing electronic music for 15 years, from Synth-pop to Classical, all with underlying influences from video game music. Coincidentally, I also write video game music

While not composing, I am a professional video game designer; as well as an amateur writer, drummer, mixologist, and father.
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